February 2012
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“Sanity is pleasant and calm, but there is no greatness, no true joy, nor the...”
– Adam Resurrected (via queen-supreme)
archaeosaur:
social anxiety is when successfully ordering a pizza over the phone makes you feel like a fucking champion
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I haven’t got a clue how others perceive me at school. Not a clue. I’m really curious, but I probably shouldn’t know. It probably isn’t good.
WHY AM I SO CANTANKEROUS
I feel the need to warn you that if I don’t even get an interview with the film production program at York I am going to combust
like full mental breakdown.
I’m sure I’ll recover eventually, but I will be emotionally flattened for a large chunk of time, and will probably write a lot of heartbroken text posts and reblog sad songs with lots of piano.
So, York, for the sake of my...
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Shame was a great movie because:
How brave is that movie? I mean, seriously. Deciding to make a film about one of the worst goddamned emotions in the entire spectrum. To feel shame is to feel anger, pain, sadness, embarrassment and weakness. It’s one of those things that most filmmakers won’t touch, because it makes people so uncomfortable. So the fact that Steve McQueen decided to make a film showcasing and...
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I want a muse
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birdofthesummer replied to your post: I’m sure everyone thinks I’m really cool so cool…
RIGHT
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I’m sure everyone thinks I’m really cool
so cool that I’m intimidating
so intimidatingly cool
that they are afraid to talk to me
or look at me
that’s it
for sure.
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poor therapist
spent the first 20-30 minutes talking about university application anxiety
spent the rest of the time talking about David Cronenberg
sorry anne
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This weekend:
I watched Rabid, The Brood, Wild At Heart, Take Shelter, the rest of Boogie Nights, part of Bring It On, and The Runaways.
Kind of a slow weekend for me.
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I was never too keen on having children.
After watching The Brood, I’ve decided, fuck those little monsters, man.
That was some next level shit. I screamed. SCREAMED.
Fucking creepy little fuckers FUCK.
Isn't it interesting...
When I was younger, I remember hanging out at my grandparents house in Florida, just watching TV. I couldn’t have been older than eight or nine. There was this show on, 100 Most Disgusting/Shocking/I Don’t Fucking Remember Horror Moments. And I remember this image, and it totally burned into my memory. There was this shot of a woman holding this newborn baby, but it wasn’t...
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David Cronenberg is such a ruthless editor. I don’t think any of his movies exceed 100 minutes, except for the odd few. It’s interesting. So many directors make these over-indulgent movies and can’t seem to edit themselves, but he’s the complete opposite. Sometimes he edits too much.
But I guess he has a different way of going about it than a lot of people. He never uses...
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If you’re ever about to say the words “Are you surprised?” or anything similar about someone who died… Just don’t.
What are you trying to accomplish by being snarky? I don’t understand it at all. My mom does this a lot, and it always bugs me. Especially when I remember the fact that my uncle is a pretty terrible drug addict. If he died, and someone said,...
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WHY DOESN’T MY DAD TELL ME ANYTHING?
I just saw a post on Facebook about my nephew being in the hospital? So I said, “Hey dad, is something wrong with Andrew?”
“Yeah, he’s in the hospital. I visited him today.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah, he almost lost his leg.”
“OH?”
And I think my sister might have moved out of the basement?
And he...
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I used to find watching Bill Maher extremely arousing.
Now I just find it pretty arousing.
The other day my mom hired a cleaning service to come in, and there was a girl cleaning my house who looked younger than me. Anyway, I had just come home from school and was therefore starving, so I got my organic crackers and hummus and sat at the table. It was really quiet because the girl was just dusting, and the organic crackers are really loud. At one point, I reached into the bag (loudly),...
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I need to just vent for a second.
please york please accept me into your film production program
let me live in toronto
let me make cool movies
let me go to TIFF
let me turn into a pretentious art student
let me have a single dorm room with a poster from the fly, a shark bursting through the wall, and a brad elterman print
just give me a goddamn interview so I can show you that this is...
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pamelabell replied to your post: If any of my followers live in Toronto, message me!
torontop
If any of my followers live in Toronto, message...
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I’m trying really really hard now.
So please stop reminding me about when I wasn’t able to try at all, because it doesn’t help. Being reminded that I’m weak, that I was weak, doesn’t make me stronger now. It just makes me want to punch you.
Just be happy that I’m happy and move on.
as if I just bought another book about David...
normal adolescent girl things
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oh my god.
brad elterman messaged me back about my university application
brb spinning around in circles and crying
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